Wednesday, December 15, 2010
Real Sh*t.
I think my feelings for him is starting to grow. We click so well. It's ridiculous.. and I've never felt so comfortable being MYSELF with anyone the way I do with him. He gets it and our endless laughs are priceless!
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
ONION.
I'm turning 20 in 11 days! It's amazing how time flies. Yesterday was one the craziest but funnest days of my life. This week is my last week of Fall semester by the way.
Anyways.. After class, I drove my dad to Carson so we could visit my grandma. After, I drove home to practice for a guitar final with my venture brother, Raniel, which always fails terribly. It turns out that every time we hang out, we always end up talking for hours, sitting in his car, and singing music from his ipod at the top of our lungs.
When he picked me up at 7 p.m., we drove to this secret spot I used to hang out at when I was younger and, of course, we ended up talking for a couple hours. We have the most lamest, nerdiest conversations. I love it! At one point we were trying to imitate zombies hahaha.. Then we told each other.. Okay, we seriously need to practice and study this time.. so we decided to practice outside of Jack in the Box, but once we got there, we slowly pulled into the drive-thru, ordered food, parked in their parking lot and ate. After having a nice dinner in his car, guess what we did.. We talked and sang more music from his iPod!
Productive, aren't we?
It's amazing how well we procrastinate. It's like we're officially each other's best worst influence.
But continuing on..
Indulging in food, conversation, and music fortunately but unfortunately lead us to GREATER trouble. Raniel took me to Del Cerro Park in P.V. sometime around 9 p.m. and their clear view that exact night was, hands down, one of the most amazing things I've seen in my life. Del Cerro Park is located in high elevation so we were looking down at cities covered in clouds. Imagine looking down on clouds and seeing city lights and the headlights of driving cars through the thick fog. It's almost like seeing people living and driving underwater.
That wasn't the only awesome thing that happened at the park. There was a clear meteor shower, which I've never been able to witness 'til last night. It was truly breath-taking.
Police officers arrived to ticket people who were parking at the park during curfew, so we decided to sweep right pass them like ninjas and leave. Before leaving, we saw 3 other cars driving into the parking lot oblivious to the cop handing out tickets. Being the kids we are, we were so amused that we stopped at a stop sign to watch these other people get caught.
Raniel had to leave at 11 p.m. before his parents arrived home from a Michael Buble concert so he dropped me off. We ended up Skyping 'til around 12:30 a.m. Then, he drove to my house at 1 a.m. so we could go out for more adventures (rather than practice for our guitar final). I waited for him in my car and when I saw his headlights through my rearview mirror, I gathered my stuff. As I turned around to walk toward him, a strange black truck was parked next to him. Raniel was parallel parked by my sidewalk while the guy in the black truck, who was wearing a black hooded sweater, stopped next to him in the middle of the road. This stranger just stared at Raniel for a little while, inched forward, stopped and then stared at me for a very long time. I stood there a little confused and scared, so I called Raniel from my driveway to ask who he was. When he answered the phone, the guy left. Raniel had no idea who he was or what to do.
I hopped into his car as quick as I could to follow him down the street. The guy made a right turn and as we made that same right turn, he disappeared. We drove around my neighborhood twice and he was nowhere to be found, so drove to CVS to pick up two blank posters for our "Christi and Raniel's List of Things To Do" list. While waiting in line to pay, the cashier was on the phone. Raniel and I overheard him say, "Her name is Christi." I'm not exactly which Christi (or Christy, Kristy, etc.) but after what happened on my street earlier, Raniel and I freaked out. Finally, the cashier scanned a poster and said, "That will be $1.09." Luckily, the posters were stacked together to look like one, so I grabbed the "one poster" and left CVS w/ Raniel. It was the funniest moment ever! ..along with our many funniest moments.
At the end of our night, we parked by my house to make sure things were safe and talked 'til 4 or 5 a.m. I just woke up not too long ago and I'm still lying in my bed. What a great adventure with my venture brother, Raniel.
I'm too lazy to write more and I seriously need to get out of bed and go to the gym. I'll try to post more when I can. Toodles!
Anyways.. After class, I drove my dad to Carson so we could visit my grandma. After, I drove home to practice for a guitar final with my venture brother, Raniel, which always fails terribly. It turns out that every time we hang out, we always end up talking for hours, sitting in his car, and singing music from his ipod at the top of our lungs.
When he picked me up at 7 p.m., we drove to this secret spot I used to hang out at when I was younger and, of course, we ended up talking for a couple hours. We have the most lamest, nerdiest conversations. I love it! At one point we were trying to imitate zombies hahaha.. Then we told each other.. Okay, we seriously need to practice and study this time.. so we decided to practice outside of Jack in the Box, but once we got there, we slowly pulled into the drive-thru, ordered food, parked in their parking lot and ate. After having a nice dinner in his car, guess what we did.. We talked and sang more music from his iPod!
Productive, aren't we?
It's amazing how well we procrastinate. It's like we're officially each other's best worst influence.
But continuing on..
Indulging in food, conversation, and music fortunately but unfortunately lead us to GREATER trouble. Raniel took me to Del Cerro Park in P.V. sometime around 9 p.m. and their clear view that exact night was, hands down, one of the most amazing things I've seen in my life. Del Cerro Park is located in high elevation so we were looking down at cities covered in clouds. Imagine looking down on clouds and seeing city lights and the headlights of driving cars through the thick fog. It's almost like seeing people living and driving underwater.
That wasn't the only awesome thing that happened at the park. There was a clear meteor shower, which I've never been able to witness 'til last night. It was truly breath-taking.
Police officers arrived to ticket people who were parking at the park during curfew, so we decided to sweep right pass them like ninjas and leave. Before leaving, we saw 3 other cars driving into the parking lot oblivious to the cop handing out tickets. Being the kids we are, we were so amused that we stopped at a stop sign to watch these other people get caught.
Raniel had to leave at 11 p.m. before his parents arrived home from a Michael Buble concert so he dropped me off. We ended up Skyping 'til around 12:30 a.m. Then, he drove to my house at 1 a.m. so we could go out for more adventures (rather than practice for our guitar final). I waited for him in my car and when I saw his headlights through my rearview mirror, I gathered my stuff. As I turned around to walk toward him, a strange black truck was parked next to him. Raniel was parallel parked by my sidewalk while the guy in the black truck, who was wearing a black hooded sweater, stopped next to him in the middle of the road. This stranger just stared at Raniel for a little while, inched forward, stopped and then stared at me for a very long time. I stood there a little confused and scared, so I called Raniel from my driveway to ask who he was. When he answered the phone, the guy left. Raniel had no idea who he was or what to do.
I hopped into his car as quick as I could to follow him down the street. The guy made a right turn and as we made that same right turn, he disappeared. We drove around my neighborhood twice and he was nowhere to be found, so drove to CVS to pick up two blank posters for our "Christi and Raniel's List of Things To Do" list. While waiting in line to pay, the cashier was on the phone. Raniel and I overheard him say, "Her name is Christi." I'm not exactly which Christi (or Christy, Kristy, etc.) but after what happened on my street earlier, Raniel and I freaked out. Finally, the cashier scanned a poster and said, "That will be $1.09." Luckily, the posters were stacked together to look like one, so I grabbed the "one poster" and left CVS w/ Raniel. It was the funniest moment ever! ..along with our many funniest moments.
At the end of our night, we parked by my house to make sure things were safe and talked 'til 4 or 5 a.m. I just woke up not too long ago and I'm still lying in my bed. What a great adventure with my venture brother, Raniel.
I'm too lazy to write more and I seriously need to get out of bed and go to the gym. I'll try to post more when I can. Toodles!
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Hop Scotch
Hopping from one thing to another has become my life style. To name a few examples, I've danced, sang, played instruments, acted, played sports, knitted, sewed, raved, played video games, and wrote poetry.. Stability and commitment are two prodigious challenges I find myself facing. My mind is jumbled up and the thousands of puzzle pieces are scrambled. Where are the missing pieces? What goes where?
If I can decipher each detail and explain my thoughts clearly, then I wouldn't be struggling to write this right now. Usually, you'll notice me stammer, stagger and mumble my words and, boy, is that frustrating!
Halfway through a story or thought I tell, I pause and wonder what point I'm trying to get at while asking myself, "What the hell am I talking about?"
My thoughts, my memories, and my purposes.... Escape me.
I'll continue later. I'm feeling a little tired.
If I can decipher each detail and explain my thoughts clearly, then I wouldn't be struggling to write this right now. Usually, you'll notice me stammer, stagger and mumble my words and, boy, is that frustrating!
Halfway through a story or thought I tell, I pause and wonder what point I'm trying to get at while asking myself, "What the hell am I talking about?"
My thoughts, my memories, and my purposes.... Escape me.
I'll continue later. I'm feeling a little tired.
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
CHANGE&CHALLENGE
Accept challenges, so that you may feel the exhilaration of victory.
-George S. Patton
It is not good for all our wishes to be filled; through sickness we recognize the value of health; through evil, the value of good; through hunger, the value of food; through exertion, the value of rest.
- Greek Proverb
Change your thoughts and you change your world.
- Norman Vincent Peale
They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.
- Andy Warhol
In order to change we must be sick and tired of being sick and tired.
- Author unknown
If you don't like something, change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.
- Mary Engelbreit
You must be the change you wish to see in the world.
- Mahatma Gandhi
Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed
- Storm Jameson
-George S. Patton
It is not good for all our wishes to be filled; through sickness we recognize the value of health; through evil, the value of good; through hunger, the value of food; through exertion, the value of rest.
- Greek Proverb
Change your thoughts and you change your world.
- Norman Vincent Peale
They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.
- Andy Warhol
In order to change we must be sick and tired of being sick and tired.
- Author unknown
If you don't like something, change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.
- Mary Engelbreit
You must be the change you wish to see in the world.
- Mahatma Gandhi
Happiness comes of the capacity to feel deeply, to enjoy simply, to think freely, to risk life, to be needed
- Storm Jameson
ATTITUDE
..Attitude to me is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than success, than what other people think, say or do. It is more important than appearance, gift, or skill. It will make or break a company...a church...a home.
The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day...I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes.
- Charles Swindoll
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
- Eleanor Roosevelt
You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him.
- Anonymous
Be who you are in every situation.
- Michael Johnson
People don't care how much you know, until they know how much you care.
- Anonymous
The remarkable thing is we have a choice every day regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day...I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our attitudes.
- Charles Swindoll
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
- Eleanor Roosevelt
You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him.
- Anonymous
Be who you are in every situation.
- Michael Johnson
People don't care how much you know, until they know how much you care.
- Anonymous
Thursday, March 25, 2010
SHOOT ME.
I don't usually put people on blast but...
Bryan, you're annoying.
I just lost 28 minutes of joy and contentment.
However, I just spoke with Earvin earlier for the past 21 minutes and I feel better now.
OK BYE! :D
Bryan, you're annoying.
I just lost 28 minutes of joy and contentment.
However, I just spoke with Earvin earlier for the past 21 minutes and I feel better now.
OK BYE! :D
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
"Happiness is not always the best way to be happy."
I still have a lot to learn.
..as well as you. :P
..as well as you. :P
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Wicked?
Something I found in Tangkat's gallery.
Credit: Tangkat
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...
Credit: Tangkat
I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are led
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you
Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good
It well may be
That we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you
You'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend...
Monday, March 15, 2010
AUTOMATIC STOP.
So many fish there in the sea
I wanted you, you wanted me
That's just a phase it's got to pass
I was a train moving too fast
Didn't understand what to see
Yeah, then I got a different view
It's you...no.
Wait, I'm gonna give it a break.
I'm not your friend,
I never was.
I said wait, I'm gonna give it a break.
I'm not your friend,
I never was...no
So many fish there in the sea
She wanted him, he wanted me
That's just a phase, it's got to pass
I was a train moving to fast
Yeah, I know you warned
But this is too important
Now I got a different view
It's you...
Why can't you wait?
I'm gonna give it a break
I'm not your friend,
I never was
I said wait, I'm gonna give it a break
I'm not your friend
I never was.
Friday, March 5, 2010
Tonight
This is gonna be my first time watching USC's volleyball tournament or, in fact, any actual volleyball tournament so I'm pretty excited!
Meeting up with a couple of my volleyball classmates and I guess we're going to the bar afterwards.
Hope all is well!
Meeting up with a couple of my volleyball classmates and I guess we're going to the bar afterwards.
Hope all is well!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
How Unfortunate.
..Why do I do this to myself?
I feel like those women in the movies who set up a nice surprise dinner at home. You know, for when their husband comes home from a hard day's work..
..then realizes, after waiting hours, that he's not coming home.
I don't have a significant other and I didn't prepare dinner but I thought I was having company tonight. Why did I set myself up for this? He never even called me to say he wasn't gonna be able to make it anymore. In fact, I had to text him to see if he was still coming over.
Boy, I can definitely feel those wives' pain.
..I've been chasing pavements all along and now I finally see I'm not wanted.
I feel like those women in the movies who set up a nice surprise dinner at home. You know, for when their husband comes home from a hard day's work..
..then realizes, after waiting hours, that he's not coming home.
I don't have a significant other and I didn't prepare dinner but I thought I was having company tonight. Why did I set myself up for this? He never even called me to say he wasn't gonna be able to make it anymore. In fact, I had to text him to see if he was still coming over.
Boy, I can definitely feel those wives' pain.
..I've been chasing pavements all along and now I finally see I'm not wanted.
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Empty Rooms
As you might not know, I've been sort of living alone. My siblings moved out a long time ago and are living in three different areas of the south bay. My dad has been in the Philippines since, I believe, December 29th so it's just been my mom and me. Well.. my dogs too, of course. Their home is our backyard.
Anyways, I basically live upstairs where my parents rarely visit.
Today, I forgot there were two other doors besides my room and the bathroom. I realized they haven't been opened in quite some time. To be honest, I was kind of afraid to open them because I thought I'd find something that might not have been there before... or maybe someone. The rooms were dark and dead.. but, in away, so is my home. I wondered if home was supposed to feel this cold.. colder than standing outside. Over time, I realized that having a big home has its advantages and disadvantages.
..It must be hard for my parents.. for any parents in that matter.. I mean being away from their own parents, siblings and cousins for so long 'cause they're so busy trying to build a new one.
Well, no matter what.. With or not with me, they're still there.
Anyways, I basically live upstairs where my parents rarely visit.
Today, I forgot there were two other doors besides my room and the bathroom. I realized they haven't been opened in quite some time. To be honest, I was kind of afraid to open them because I thought I'd find something that might not have been there before... or maybe someone. The rooms were dark and dead.. but, in away, so is my home. I wondered if home was supposed to feel this cold.. colder than standing outside. Over time, I realized that having a big home has its advantages and disadvantages.
..It must be hard for my parents.. for any parents in that matter.. I mean being away from their own parents, siblings and cousins for so long 'cause they're so busy trying to build a new one.
Well, no matter what.. With or not with me, they're still there.
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Caring is Creepy
I remember I saw a picture of a bird flying.. but upside down. Underneath it said, "You killed the part of me that cared."
For some reason, that image popped into my head.
I should eat and get ready to go out tonight.
..wish you were here!
For some reason, that image popped into my head.
I should eat and get ready to go out tonight.
..wish you were here!
Friday, February 19, 2010
Euphoria.
Bliss n.: supreme happiness; utter joy or contentment
Euphoria n.: a feeling of happiness, confidence, or well-being
Serenity n.: the state or quality of being serene, calm, or tranquil
Prosperity n.: a successful, flourishing, or thriving condition; good fortune
Finesse n.: extreme delicacy or subtlety in action, performance, skill, discrimination, taste, etc.; skill in handling a difficult or highly sensitive situation
15 minutes of bliss that could never be taken away from anyone.. Not even yourself.
It's definitely been awhile since I've spent such great quality time with 4 strangers (well, at the time). We played beach volleyball after class and had a blast! Afterward, hung out with Danielle, Benji, and Matt. For these 15 hours of my life, I've began to appreciate life more and the company of others. Four amazingly different people from different backgrounds in one class and, wow, I would have never expected such a euphoric day like this. Unfortunately no shots of Matt but this was just a gist of our day... at iHop.
I am truly... truly... grateful for this day.. kid me not.
Every little line, symbol etc. drawn on my hand apparently meant something and he told me what they stood for... to my surprise. The little random dots, however, he wouldn't explain. "They were his dots"... so I said, "Alright, take 'em."
My writing (CLAO) reminded me of a black widow.
Well.. sweet dreams. My forearms, ass and thighs are sore but I'm still looking forward to Tuesdays and Thursdays. :]
Euphoria n.: a feeling of happiness, confidence, or well-being
Serenity n.: the state or quality of being serene, calm, or tranquil
Prosperity n.: a successful, flourishing, or thriving condition; good fortune
Finesse n.: extreme delicacy or subtlety in action, performance, skill, discrimination, taste, etc.; skill in handling a difficult or highly sensitive situation
It's definitely been awhile since I've spent such great quality time with 4 strangers (well, at the time). We played beach volleyball after class and had a blast! Afterward, hung out with Danielle, Benji, and Matt. For these 15 hours of my life, I've began to appreciate life more and the company of others. Four amazingly different people from different backgrounds in one class and, wow, I would have never expected such a euphoric day like this. Unfortunately no shots of Matt but this was just a gist of our day... at iHop.
I am truly... truly... grateful for this day.. kid me not.
Every little line, symbol etc. drawn on my hand apparently meant something and he told me what they stood for... to my surprise. The little random dots, however, he wouldn't explain. "They were his dots"... so I said, "Alright, take 'em."
My writing (CLAO) reminded me of a black widow.
Well.. sweet dreams. My forearms, ass and thighs are sore but I'm still looking forward to Tuesdays and Thursdays. :]
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Pictures I drew a long time ago and some
some came out sideways and most are unfinished...just thought I'd share. :]
Something in the back of my head..
I don't give a fucking fuck.
It doesn't hurt to be vulgar at times. :]
It doesn't hurt to be vulgar at times. :]
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
So Many Dreams
So many dreams but so little support. No one to look up to but myself now. I need to take that step forward and become self-driven. Ash Wednesday is finally here and I've chosen to give up procrastination. I've endured it far too long and it's about time I finally chase after my goals. I hope to last for over these next 40 days and 40 nights.
I used to focus much of my time on art, music, dance, and theatre. I want to sink myself into it again but mainly focusing towards art, music, and poetry..
I want to be more in depth with its history too.
I used to focus much of my time on art, music, dance, and theatre. I want to sink myself into it again but mainly focusing towards art, music, and poetry..
I want to be more in depth with its history too.
Monday, February 15, 2010
Toys.
No one's perfect nor innocent so I have no shame in writing this.
Having a friend with certain privileges is never easy unless you carelessly enjoy sleeping around. I never thought it was simple and I find myself in this situation. I find myself wondering if this will ever go somewhere or if one of us will just find someone new and call it quits.
A part of me says, "Leave," while the other says, "Stay. How often do you run into someone like him and shares that much passion for music?" He is my friend and little more.
However, I have to admit.. I enjoy being untitled to any sort of commitment. I'm not one who enjoys having two different partners so, of course, they have nothing to worry about, which leaves me to be the one worried.
I can't point fingers toward anyone because I placed myself in this position. Correct?
..maybe.
Because so-and-so and I are "buddies", I have to constantly remind myself not to put my heart out there.
I feel like I'm trying to catch something I know can never be caught. In fact, I'm unaware of all the reasons why I should be chasing after him in the first place. His heart is flying forward in front of me chasing after dreams and I've become restless.
On a brighter note, besides babysitting, work and school is starting to pick up again, which will definitely keep me occupied. :]
I need to keep myself active again. It's been a while!
Class is starting tomorrow and I'm excited! Tomorrow I'm taking a Japanese martial arts class called Naginata, which requires a spear. Afterward, beach volleyball.
I can't wait to get back in shape!
Having a friend with certain privileges is never easy unless you carelessly enjoy sleeping around. I never thought it was simple and I find myself in this situation. I find myself wondering if this will ever go somewhere or if one of us will just find someone new and call it quits.A part of me says, "Leave," while the other says, "Stay. How often do you run into someone like him and shares that much passion for music?" He is my friend and little more.
However, I have to admit.. I enjoy being untitled to any sort of commitment. I'm not one who enjoys having two different partners so, of course, they have nothing to worry about, which leaves me to be the one worried.
I can't point fingers toward anyone because I placed myself in this position. Correct?
..maybe.
Because so-and-so and I are "buddies", I have to constantly remind myself not to put my heart out there.
I feel like I'm trying to catch something I know can never be caught. In fact, I'm unaware of all the reasons why I should be chasing after him in the first place. His heart is flying forward in front of me chasing after dreams and I've become restless.On a brighter note, besides babysitting, work and school is starting to pick up again, which will definitely keep me occupied. :]
I need to keep myself active again. It's been a while!
Class is starting tomorrow and I'm excited! Tomorrow I'm taking a Japanese martial arts class called Naginata, which requires a spear. Afterward, beach volleyball.
I can't wait to get back in shape!
Ash Wednesday.. Once again.
I was browsing the web and found this guy's blog spot. I really admire it: http://street-art-tel-aviv.blogspot.com/
Thank you, Daniel Romano.
What will I give up for lent?
...A messy room?
Thank you, Daniel Romano.
What will I give up for lent?
...A messy room?
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Faith
A minute ago, my mom said, "You, know.. I bought some Lotto but I can't seem to find it."
It's funny because she's been gambling on Lottos for.. Geez.. more than I can remember hoping one day she'll win the jackpot. I started thinking about people in general and how they still go at it too. It's amazing isn't it?
To think of it, it's kind of nice. It puts some sort of ease to my head knowing that people still have faith. No matter how much money you lose spending on lottery numbers, you still seem to never give up. It's like you always have something to look forward to...to give you that little jump inside. On the other hand, it's an addiction.. But who ever said addictions were always bad? Maybe putting all of your effort into one thing is a good thing. Maybe its what gives you comfort inside or that spice in your life. Who knows?!
I don't know.. it's just a thought that really hit me and I guess it's something I admire.
I don't plan on paying for lottery tickets though. I just wish I could find that addiction.. that one thing that truly gives a push or sort of excitement to my life
Oh, wait! That's right... my guitar. hahaha
Well, anyways.. Whether you lose or not, without fail, it's nice to see how people still have faith on the tiniest even most unluckiest things in life.
It's funny because she's been gambling on Lottos for.. Geez.. more than I can remember hoping one day she'll win the jackpot. I started thinking about people in general and how they still go at it too. It's amazing isn't it?
To think of it, it's kind of nice. It puts some sort of ease to my head knowing that people still have faith. No matter how much money you lose spending on lottery numbers, you still seem to never give up. It's like you always have something to look forward to...to give you that little jump inside. On the other hand, it's an addiction.. But who ever said addictions were always bad? Maybe putting all of your effort into one thing is a good thing. Maybe its what gives you comfort inside or that spice in your life. Who knows?!
I don't know.. it's just a thought that really hit me and I guess it's something I admire.
I don't plan on paying for lottery tickets though. I just wish I could find that addiction.. that one thing that truly gives a push or sort of excitement to my life
Oh, wait! That's right... my guitar. hahaha
Well, anyways.. Whether you lose or not, without fail, it's nice to see how people still have faith on the tiniest even most unluckiest things in life.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
In The Waiting Line
I came home around 1:30am last night from Tiana's new apartment. Welcome back to SoCal!! :P
Anyways, when I went to bed, I had the hardest time falling asleep. I checked my phone and noticed it was 4:33am. Do you know what that means?? That means I've been laying in bed for about 3 hours!! I started growing a headache, which made it even worse. I tried listening to the Garden State soundtrack hoping it would help me fall asleep but NO. I tried calling a couple of friends hoping they would be awake and, yet, still no luck.
Sooo.. I turned to my last resort, which was vicodin, and I was really doing my best to stay away from it. I remember having left overs from the day I had my wisdom teeth pulled out.
Jackie, Tara, me and whoever else are planning on watching "Valentine's Day" in theatres tomorrow since we're singles who have no valentine.
....FAIL. haha >__<
Today's looking like a nice day for a walk.
Anyways, when I went to bed, I had the hardest time falling asleep. I checked my phone and noticed it was 4:33am. Do you know what that means?? That means I've been laying in bed for about 3 hours!! I started growing a headache, which made it even worse. I tried listening to the Garden State soundtrack hoping it would help me fall asleep but NO. I tried calling a couple of friends hoping they would be awake and, yet, still no luck.
Sooo.. I turned to my last resort, which was vicodin, and I was really doing my best to stay away from it. I remember having left overs from the day I had my wisdom teeth pulled out.
Jackie, Tara, me and whoever else are planning on watching "Valentine's Day" in theatres tomorrow since we're singles who have no valentine.
....FAIL. haha >__<
Today's looking like a nice day for a walk.
First Time Playing Together
Judy and I met after a show we both had played at in 2008. We kept in contact through myspace but never saw each other since the show. She randomly texts me one day asking if I wanted to play for a Haiti Acoustic Show, which she was hosting. Gladly, I confirmed.
After we finished performing that night (last night), we decided to learn "The Way I Am" by Ingrid Michaelson so we can play it at the show (just for kicks).
Keep in mind, we barely had any practice so bear with us! hahaha
After we finished performing that night (last night), we decided to learn "The Way I Am" by Ingrid Michaelson so we can play it at the show (just for kicks).
Keep in mind, we barely had any practice so bear with us! hahaha
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